Disarming
I hate being told what to do. Being restricted from something my heart would love is painfully frustrating. Meeting new legal obstacles shows me how I’m still fighting for my outcomes, my vision, my way of creating things. My anti-authoritarian wants to run to illegality, contradicting the charming, disarming strategies of a better behaved me who doesn’t want to get fined. Swimming upstream will be counterproductive, so I need to follow where the current flows.