Enough

What if I’m never productive enough, peaceful enough, what if I don’t meditate, fail to soothe my nervous system, fail to get my self-esteem tip top or walk 10,000 steps a day, and forget to eat green leaves, seeds and sprouts? What if I don’t take all the supplements or do all the practices? Self-help is a bitch and an inner slave driver. All this self-improvement sucks. What if I’m doing okay, despite all that not doing. Maybe I’m doing enough of what I can to get by well enough?