Turbulence

My Tantra teacher used to say to us, “If you can’t play with it, it’s got you.” Later, I delved into, then played with the issues that had got me into a tantric turbulence. So I could own my shadows rather than hide them from myself and others. These days, there’s a wry smile as I confess my control, possessiveness or avoidance issues over dinner. Best to be upfront.  If I’d never gone there, they’d still be running the shop and relationships. Yet, you never know who’ll appreciate them.